wish I had opened my eyes to face the truth for a long time ago ...
I have turned a blind eye to the trouth avoid seeing it.
A false hope that the lies wouldn't hurt me.
I avoided the truth, I pushed it away from me.
I avoided all the signs of what really happened,
I think actually it was quite impossible not to see how things were.
I refused to believe, I didn't want it to be true so.. it was easier to close my eyes,
again and continue to live in a lie.
it was easier than face the truth that was so incredibly hard to accept.
But I guess the time is here now, to face the truth for once.
and this time I will not let you take me down,
because I am so much stronger this time, stronger than you
and now I can see through all your lies ..
it is me who takes you down this time!
and you will wish you had never opened your sweet little mouth at all!
Vissa dagar är så mycket svårare än vissa andra,
Men det är något man måste lära sig att axeptera oavsätt om man gillar det eller inte.
Ska iväg till BUP idag igen, reder ut allt skit ifrån min barndom osv..
inte så jävla enkelt att riva upp allt igen, det känns må ja säga. men det blir förhoppningsvis bättre sen i slutändan.
Men nu ska jag gå ner och kolla om Älskade Emma har kommit.
Så uppdaterar kanske lite senare, Puss så länge!