I'm trapped in a darkness, a darkness so strong.
The way that I thought would lead me to freedom, took me to a completely different place.
so alone. trapped in a darkness is there any way out?
Our eyes met each other, It looked like my darkness began to disperse. 

like it would disappear altogether this time.
Our lips met, it was almost like they were made ​​for each other.
You held your hand in mine You promised never to let go of it ..
.. to never let go of me. You kissed my lips and took my heart.
just to tear it apart into millions of pieces. and then leave me there with a heart broken just like a dropped mirror into a thousand pieces, and the most important piece is missing.
that piece, just the piece that keeps all the other pieces in the right place thatwill protect, the bit that makes it not to fall apart again!
it was just the piece that holds me together as you did, before you walkt away ..
darkness was once again crawling below my feet.
Getting ready to release the anxiety and panic free over me as I lost all hopeand I seem to have lost all my energy and all my joys to life.

I am once again trapped in a darkness, a darkness whitout end, My darkness have become like my prison. I wonder if I ever find the way out...