You left me, You just went, ..
And I let you go away ..

Tried again and again to forget what had happened,
forget You, Us .

Everything.
Unfortunately, I failed...

Tried to push aside all thoughts that jumped around in my head.
Tried to pretend that everything had been just a dream.
I told myself that you were unreal..
And I got myself to believe in that you were someone that I only have met,

once in a dream ..
I told myself  "She's  unreal"

And "She's never even existed."

Everything is repeated again and again.

I see it over and over again in my head.

It never ends..

.. Those three little words I told you..
Those three small words,

that you let floating around in the air between us,
In an such a cold and icy atmosphere .. 

I told you that I loved you,
but you said nothing back.

  You let it be unanswered ..

I wished I could go down and hide under the earth,
And stay there forever.
I repressed everything,

 It was like we had never met.
I turned left at the fork,
Found a new path to follow and explore.

Now I've  found tenderness and intimacy,

I've found someone who loves me,

 as I never thought you could do..

Deep down inside I still hesitate.

I know it.
Tell me.. Have I found the right place?
The question echoes in my head, 

feel like the world's scum who do not even know what I want.
I feel like a scam,  scammers, as a big lie.
Deep inside I know I still have doubts about whether I come to the right Place.
But how can I be right,

How can this be right.. when you're not here?!

I feel lost and empty, confused.


  And that's exactly when you suddenly where standing here in front of me again ..
You said the three words that I always wanted to hear you say...

"I love you."